Eternity's Jealousy

All I know is pain that's why I only feel happy
Owe every memory to who wrapped me, gave baths, and scratched me
Snatched savings so our rooms were never remappingEvery cent rolls were packing
Ten fold, clothes cotton, told me white Ts are always matching
Sleeping no option, old stockers since Santa ain't hood hopping
Catching a medium high, the number of grades stopping
Stood grounded, hatching mischievous actions
To accomplish mental denominating fractions
Only friction was being left out, insanity happening to be magic
Mediating factors between what's red eye, four wall break
And trying to perfect calls from home, we can never set the date

Missed voice mails, trash can full of repeated mistakes
No text saying, I'll be available when gambling my health isn't apart of the stake
Instead, I'll see you when I see you, no love yours as tears evaporate
The only shight of face is get togethers, I haven't even gotten myself in one place
You might think my heart is rotten for sitting out on an arms embrace
The link to destruction is only falling as my heart can pace
How to find peace rehabilitating wrongs called the abstraction of grace