Anxiety

Haven't been writing cause I haven't been reading
Haven't been praying cause I haven't been believing I
Haven't been posting cause I haven't been growing
I feel like I'm everything I'm not supposed to be

Talked to an old friend yesterday
Got a job out of college now he's making 80k
Insecurities arrive I don't have an MBA
Feeling under qualified to provide I'm afraid

But life has been cool
Couple months down the road and I graduate school
Got my dream internship best time of my life
Got my dream girl married her and now she my wife

Got depressed first time in life
Got beat up didn't put up a fight
Loose sleep staying up every night
Dealing with anxiety and this is what it feels like

Does anybody feel the same way
Lately I've been losing patience
Does anybody feel the same way
Lately I've been losing patience
When the will the pain end
I'm breaking

But imma roll with it
Number three coming now put my soul in it
And lay it down vulnerable til it's all finished
And put it out to the crowd like there's no critics
I feel my doubts coming now but there's no quitting
All my fears screaming loud but I won't listen
I'm the chief of my mind like Mahomes' business
Yeah I'm in this haze
I've been trying to get out but until that day



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Writer(s): Jackson Frazier
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