Breakdown

We are one in the same
And I've been one to put the blame on me
Running far without a chase
I never stay to feel the weight on me

I need to let myself breathe
I should've known that every time I come back
It would always bleed

So how do I stay so confident for you
I won't lie
Awake all night to wait for you
Fueling fires, I'm losing miles
I won't be restrained on my own

And I can't control how the fuck this is gonna play out
As long as it doesn't end here I will never break down
And I can't control how the fuck this is gonna play out
As long as it doesn't end here I will never break down

I won't be here long
Hope you understand
Time I spent on us
Ruined all my chance to be free
I need peace
I say we should cut it all off
Knee deep in these streets
I need sleep, how'd I get so lost

I don't wanna be too cautious
I'm anxious, feel a little be nauseous
I'm looking all around at my fears in the mirror
To myself I promised I got this
Do whatever you want, you cant block it
Why the fuck is you talking, no problem
A couple shots at my body ain't doing shit, need a homi
No probably involved, I got to be gone
'Cause I can't see me getting better
Then I'm obviously wrong, no way I can lose
Half my life I been in this noose
And I don't know where this is going
But it's destined to move

So how do I stay so confident for you
I won't lie
Awake all night to wait for you
Fueling fires, I'm losing miles
I won't be restrained on my own

And I can't control how the fuck this is gonna play out
As long as it doesn't end here I will never break down
And I can't control how the fuck this is gonna play out
As long as it doesn't end here I will never break down