Sessions (Dorian)

They say I'm lost and that I'm trapped inside a mind frame
But they don't understand the stress that weigh on my brain
I'm out here tryna save the world, but hiding my pain
The type of shit that make a nigga blow his mind, bang
Don't fret, don't worry don't forget
The pain inside my voice is not a signal of distress
I'm just trying to digest, that this life's a constant test
This a way for me to rid up all this shit up off my chest
I seen some friends ruin they lives over a substance
And when I try to be there all they do is change the subjectify
We laugh
We cry
Just tell no lies
You shine, I shine
I pro-mise I
Will always try
They will apply
The pressure
I'm fighting for us both, so don't you take this as a lecture
And I know what it is like to have a battle with depression
And know that times are tough
Just know that days are getting better

Not sure if this life is real
Not sure what's it's like to feel
Get through like you cracked the seal
All wounds take some time to heal

Times tickin
And I'm runnin outta patience
Don't mean no disrespect, but most you bitches acting basic
No I ain't the one to play with
And I'm shittin on your favorite
She be lying in her bio like she blessed and highly favored, whoa
I said no disrespect, so time to change the topic
Don't got too many feelings
Put my love inside a locket
You was in the picture, crop it
If you think of hatin, stop it
I'm jus tryna make enough to send my mama to the tropics
Don't even need to lie cause I'm just here to tell my story
Don't really give a fuck who you was dealing with before me
Most the conversations bore me, and I think your exes corny
I could have 100 hoes, but I'm jus lookin for a shordee
Took some time off to find the peace within myself
Pushed away the ones that did the damage to my health
Never focused on the wealth
So know my soul is not for sale
I love to see you niggas fail, I'm here to give you niggas hell
It's bigger than just me, so I'm jus tryna heal the culture
And no I'm not a hero, I'm jus doin what I'm supposed to
Found the peace in being sober, brushed the chip up off my shoulder
If I don't make it to the end
Well then I guess it's nice to know ya

Not sure if this life is real
Not sure what's it's like to feel
Get through like you cracked the seal
All wounds take some time to heal

Pacing forward
Though I've lost a couple battles
The war is far from over take the path that's never traveled
A couple of my vices, now I barely even dabble
They wanted me to fall, but still I rise
I know they baffled
The shit a session and I'm tryna find some healing
They tried to box me in, but now I'm breaking through the ceiling
Grew numb to shield me from the pain of having all the feelings
I had to face my demons down
A man I am unveiling
Lost myself cause I was clinging to the past
I had to teach myself sometimes the feelings never last
Life's your biggest teacher, I'm the leader of the class
Built myself up, so now it's time for me to bask
I know they wonder why I call myself a king
Don't do the glitz and glam, so never focused on the bling
Was fallin for awhile until I went and found my wings
Friends and family, all of yall, you know just what I mean
Broken spirit til I went and patched it up
Reflecting on my younger days, I didn't give a fuck
But, I had to realize just exactly who to be
I also had to realize that my battles ain't just me

I learned that this life is real
I learned what's it's like to feel
Got through when I cracked the seal
My wounds took some time to heal

I know, we know, he know, she knows
I lost my faith and lost my soul
The darkest nights the winters cold
I needed you when I was low

They wanted me to kill myself
Instead I went conceal myself
Took time to go and heal myself
So now I can reveal myself