Won't Be the Same

I'm home
But please stop calling my phone
I just want to be alone
And baby from what I seen lately
I'm thinking we're better off on our own

My hand ain't out to point to blame
I know you and I won't be the same
But I got too much respect to talk behind your neck or lay dirt on your name
Through that there's nothing to gain
Everything is different, but this is overdue needed change, in the long run I think we'll learn to handle to pain

Someday, we will look back at this
Knowing this was lovely practice
Learning when to drop bad habits
Bury this one in a rose gold casket

I can't blame for you crying holding to the pain
Even the clouds have trouble holding onto the rain

Now we gon act like strangers but
Don't be a stranger girl
I'm on the other side of town
I'll be around
So if you ever need to talk
If you're feeling down
Feel like you lost ya crown
Feeling so outta bounds
Just know you're not alone
All of those ride alongs
Balancing right and wrong
All of our favorite songs
All of our favorite spots
Up and around the block
All of these memories
It's gon be hard to leave
You were apart of me
Art that my heart could see
Don't get me started please
Cause all these emotions gon spill out
Tryna stay sober but heartbreak really knows how to pop a pill out
It's gon drive me crazy
The fact that our future will always be a maybe

I'm not home
so please just answer the phone
I don't wanna be alone
And baby from what I seen lately
I'm not sure I'm ready to be on my own

We both shot love at point blank
I know you and I won't be the same
But I cant erase these memories
And what they meant to me this is pain
What if I promised I'll change
Everything is different
I hear our songs when I hear your name
You were the best wrong choice I could ever have made

Ain't nothing in this world that I wouldn't trade
To make sure that my next don't do me the same
I hope the feeling I get calling you my ex
And reading our old texts really stats to fade