Conflicted

You're the worst but you're the best
By far better than the rest
And when you disappear it hurts
But I know you hear these words
Every fucking song I wrote
Every subtweet that I post
I thought losing you's my fault
Like I wasn't enough
Turns out you couldn't believe in love
Turns out you couldn't believe in love

I thought I lost you but then you came back
I said I hate you but I was just mad
You left me no warning just ghosting like that
It just doesn't make sense if this is how the story ends
Goddamn we're such a mess
Not lovers but still more than friends

Saying you're dead to me, I lied
Because you break my heart every time, every time
I mean I don't wanna wait another lifetime
I don't wanna say another goodbye
Goodbye goodbye

Ooh you got me fucked up, conflicted
You say I'm conflicting
But you haven't been listening
You're the only thing I'm missing
The only thing I'm missing

I thought I lost you but then you came back
I said I hate you but I was just mad
You left me no warning just ghosting like that
It just doesn't make sense if this is how the story ends
Goddamn we're such a mess
Not lovers but still more than friends
End up in your bed
The scent of coconuts and cigarettes
Up til 6 AM
Not lovers but still more than friends

If you didn't want me to love you anymore, then why did you come back
Turns out you couldn't believe in love

Ooh you got me fucked up, conflicted
You say I'm conflicting
But you haven't been listening
You're the only thing I'm missing

It just doesn't make sense if this is how the story ends
Goddamn we're such a mess
Not lovers but still more than friends
End up in your bed
The scent of coconuts and cigarettes
Up til 6 AM
Can't get you out my head

Turns out you couldn't believe in love