Pain Pays Off (feat. $insAtoned)

I'm growin' as a person and artist, I'm working the hardest
It'll take some time, I'm learning I promise
My tracks ain't heartfelt, about nothin like Seinfeld
If I make it will I shine well? focused on tryin' to rhyme well
I feel like I ain't shit, I'm never complacent
I don't know where the days went, chalking up the pavement
Wondering if I can make it, maybe if I'm patient
Don't wanna jinx it, so I don't say shit
It keeps gettin' worse, I'm hearing the Devil's words
I feel dead and cursed, might hear the metal burst
I'm filled with pain, that shit will fuckin' kill your brain
And steal your chain, after you won't feel the same
You need to rebuild your name, to gain power
Fucking reign like a shower, from the plane and tower
Waiting for the day I can say "I took my J's off"
Won't be no days off, let's just say pain pays off

When there's one more round, but you fucking fall down
The pain rebuilds, so we're stronger than the navy seals
When there's one more round, but you fucking fall down
Then the pain rebuilds, so You're stronger than the navy seals

From the present to the past
I've been suffering some demons
So I hide my face with mask
I now see at last
The only way to heal this pain
Is to ask for help
Everyone's worried for my health
I was born in a family
That didn't have wealth
Even to this day my mother still
Buys me things I need
Even tho she needs
The money provide for herself aye
She had me at the age sixteen
I was always a sick child
Since the age of three
I had asthma and borderline ADHD
I was difficult as can be
But still she still thought I was unique
Now look at my archiving my dreams
My mother always says I hope you succeed
Even after all her pain she still accepted me
She always said don't let anyone destroy your self esteem
Just manifest your dreams
Then soon you'll archive



Credits
Writer(s): Dylan Martin
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