Distant

Hey, it's kind of sad how people change in a instant
See one minute we're so close then suddenly we're so distant
We used to talk everyday and then things got inconsistent
Reading back through all these text and thinking damn how I miss it
Reminiscing and just wishing there was some way to fix it
No prescription for this sickness when you feel somethings missing
And I feel I need permission just to talk to you know
But ever since we got so distant I don't even know how
I want to ask about your day and talk about how you've been
And I know things have changed but can we please just pretend
That for the moment you and I are still the closet of friends
If you didn't notice man I never wanted this shit to end
And it's like damn
I really think you don't get it
when I told you that I cared I swear to god that I meant it
I still care for you now and we ain't talked in a minute
Shit I still care for you now like I did since the beginning

And I can't
Go to sleep 'cause I keep dreaming of you
And when I'm
Waking up my mind is screaming for you
And I can
Hear my heart 'cause it is pleading for you
But now there's nothing I can do but just keep singing to you
And I can't
Go to sleep 'cause I keep dreaming of you
And when I'm
Waking up my mind is screaming for you
And I can
Hear my heart 'cause it is pleading for you
But now there's nothing I can do but just keep singing to you

Damn I miss you more than I should
If I could go back to that night I hope you know that I would
I wanna hold you one more time I really wish that I could
Your current absence in my life is why I'm not feeling good
I can't go on my snapchat without looking at your story
And I try and delete you but add you back in the morning
I feel I die a little bit when I think 'bout you and me
It's like I sing a cappella that way my heart got no beat
I would always feel a rush when your name popped on my screen
And for the time that it lasted it felt like it was a dream
But now things are so different I didn't think they would change
Your image stained to my brain mentally drained I'm in pain
I try to kill attachments going hard on the Hennessy
But you're stuck in my head and that shit really ain't helping me
You passing through my mind like the bullet to Kennedy
Yeah I know you're hurting too but I just stare at you helplessly

And I can't
Go to sleep 'cause I keep dreaming of you
And when I'm
Waking up my mind is screaming for you
And I can
Hear my heart 'cause it is pleading for you
But now there's nothing I can do but just keep singing to you
And I can't
Go to sleep 'cause I keep dreaming of you
And when I'm
Waking up my mind is screaming for you
And I can
Hear my heart 'cause it is pleading for you
But now there's nothing I can do but just keep singing

And I can't
Go to sleep 'cause I keep dreaming of you
And when I'm
Waking up my mind is screaming for you
And I can
Hear my heart 'cause it is pleading for you
But now there's nothing I can do but just keep singing to you
And I can't
Go to sleep 'cause I keep dreaming of you
And when I'm
Waking up my mind is screaming for you
And I can
Hear my heart 'cause it is pleading for you