Favorite Drug

When I need a drug my favorite is love
But love is a dangerous drug, to me
Overdosed on it too many times
Left me with a dangerous mind

Need a drug my favorite is love
But love is a dangerous drug, to me
I just pray that my angels above,
Are watchin me with the same type of love
For me, for me, for me now
For me, was blind, I can see now
You see, I need, to breath now
If you let, me go, I'm free now

I'm sober now
My mind was getting scary like October now
Couldn't look at my reflection now I hold it down
Now it's in my way, I'm stronger than I ever been
All done with the medicines
Kicking demons out, my fault that I let em in
I graduated my past, I need a letterman
Ptsd from my skeletons I'm a veteran right now
Lot of drugs I don't need I don't need em no more
I need loved ones around me need to keep em, mm mm
Lot of times I'm surprised that I'm still breathing, mm mm
I was fiending, for temporary feelings till I crashed

When I need a drug my favorite is love
But love is a dangerous drug, to me
I just pray that my angels above
Are watching me with the same type of love
Need a drug my favorite is love
But love is a dangerous drug, to me
I just pray that my angels above
Are watching me with the same, Mm mm

Used to hide a stash, In the cabinet from my dad
Come to find out that he had, Bud that we could puff and pass
Only if I knew that we could connect, that whole time
Second that we smoked it out inside that basement, we were fine
Only time will tell that drugs and love been mutual
So usuable, but don't abuse
Im zoomed but it ain't suitable
Cause love kills, drugs kill
Both can make you feel unreal
Got this dopamine inside me still
And when I was young I popped a pill
For fake feelings I thought I'd feel
Can't buy love, I tried still
Problems gone, made a mill
Problems gone Once I make a mill
But wait a minute, it's all a figment
Looking for shit that's not a gimmick
Tryna find my better self
No medication, I need the vision
2020
Ain't nothing funny, need more love in 2020
This is lovely, love the feeling I'm like a druggie
I need it now I'm itching for the mirror to love me
Cause I love myself and I need my health In 2020



Credits
Writer(s): Jarid Vacca
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