Anansii Afraid to Love

I'm guilty of the pain in my affection, boy
I still enjoy the game like your attention boy
Close, intimate and attentive boy
I Only Love Authentic boys
There ain't no one like you

Memories of us
Falling in love with the game
Like falling stars

In the night
I'm amazed I could think of all things
But it's just you on mind
You in my dream so (Repetitive)
Studying a queen of mine
Like if I'm in a lucid dream

This dream of us
Working on my other things, things I'm not better at
It's you that I'm better at
And at the moment
I'm losing my sight of you. My side of you

I wish to do better, I know you knew better
You place your confidence in me, now I'm confident of you
You the one I think of, restless nights, I can't blink
Cause and effect
You are my home baby
I have been homeless
Bring me home baby
I need some TLC
Just you and me
You and me together like the old days
Doing things the old ways
Tribute to my ancestors

I pushed you away so stupidly
There was so much going on
Led me to explore my options.
I'm a savage for the pain I caused
I also caused myself pain
I'm gonna pay the cost

I lose myself, to find myself
Don't regret the time I lost
They are better invested
I'm a student to mistakes

Damn you change for the better, we grew up sharing sweaters
You heal me and I heal you, creating the weather
I'm static and you storm, attraction of our poles
I can't wait till you share all the things, you learn
Society put a price on our mistakes, I had to take the time to realize my mistakes
We put work in, and you my prize
Keep your crown girl, I want to see your natural crown on girl

Now that the blizzard out my vein
I don't want to throw what we have down the drain, I admit
I treated you like a side chick
But on my life
You are my queen
Our thing is words, kisses, and intimacy
We don't need last names
I am the king, you are my Queen
Actually that's my catchphrase
I move at my own pace
Matching a few hooks
We soon have our own place
I go through my own phase
You help me through my own phase
And sometimes I'm stuck in my ways

I trust you
You're the bay to my shore
And bae I'm very sure
It's the thought of you
That got me through
I win the championship and I couldn't win
Without you
I'm a champion and you the prize
Time heal me, and you change all the pain in my life
I got a long way to go, I need you along on the road
Let's play along as we go, the game is not the same without you for sure

I'm guilty of the pain, my love
All the memories of us
I think I'm in love with you - we belong together

Memories of us
love at first sight, I never think I could love this much
We got through stormy weather

I wish to do better, I know you knew better
You place your confidence in me, now I'm confident in you
You're the one I think of, restless nights I can't blink
Cause and effect
You are my home baby
Things will never be the same
And things that are the same aren't the same
I see love when I look in your eyes
And I know that we found our prize
A tree cannot grow without its roots

Damn, you change for the better, we grew up sharing sweaters
You heal me and I heal you, creating the weather
I'm static, and you storm, attraction of our poles
I can't wait for you to share things you learn