Where Did I Go?

I've got this nagging fear
That in about 20 years
I'll look myself in the mirror
And ask where did I go?

How did I wind up here?
Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror
Old dreams feeling no more near
Where did I go?

And I had a big plan
And I made like six fans
And I spent like six years
Making music for my own ears

And I guess I can't complain I had a good time
I wouldn't change a thing I have a good life, still

I've got this nagging fear
That in about 20 years
I'll look myself in the mirror
And ask where did I go?

How did I wind up here?
Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror
Old dreams feel no more near
Where did I go?

(Where did I go?)

(Where did I go?)

And I just wanna stay home
But I still dream of the road
But I still dream of the lights
Those ghosts still haunting me some nights

What do you do with old dreams that just won't die?
How do you know what's fantasy and real life?

'Cause I've got this nagging fear
That in about 20 years
I'll look myself in the mirror
And ask where did I go?

How did I wind up here?
Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror
Old dreams feel no more near
Where did I go?

(Where did I go?)

I don't wanna say
"Hey, kids I settled. Hope you do too."
I don't wanna play it safe
Fear can't tell me what to do
(No way, come on, let's go)
I don't wanna live for paydays and a vacay getaway
Every year or two
I don't wanna take to my grave something to say
I wasn't brave enough to

I've got this nagging fear
That in about 20 years
I'll look myself in the mirror
And ask where did I go?

How did I wind up here?
Pushing 30 in the rear-view mirror
Old dreams feelin' no more near
Where did I go?

(Where did I go?)

(Where did I go?)

(Where did I go?)