Contradictions

Came to the game in the NF flow
Why does it matter if I'm white black jewish or asian
I'm just sayin
When my flow is incredible and my beats amazing
I'm just saying they just hatin
100k on Spotify
I'm a legend
There is no deny
I know I fly
used to slit my wrist
Still kinda wanna die
Contradictions yeah
I got addictions
Contradictions I wear my heart on my sleeve
Yeah
Nothing's hidden uh uh uh
Yeah yeah
Came to the game
Yeah yeah
Everything sounds the same
Yeah yeah
I used to only feel shame
Yeah yeah
Never got 5 seconds of fame

And I kinda wanna die
But I really don't wanna die no more
I just feel so conflicted with myself

And I know my life
Is worth a price
I just gotta find that within myself

Looking for that special someone
Yeah yeah yeah
Take a xanny to feel numb
Yeah yeah yeah
Used to talk to girls just to have some fun
Yeah yeah
Now I'm looking for a wifey
And I hope I found the one
Speed it up
Change it up
I really hope that I find the one
2020
Yeah I got the dub
This be the song that they play in the club
You feel the bass in the sub
Yeah I came out from the mud
But I feel like sometimes
I'm still in the mud

I feel like I'm left in the dirt
Yeah I'm wearing same old shirt
Yeah I made 'On Earth'
That's when I had struggles with self worth
But look ma
I'm here now
Friends say "Oh wow"
Haters askin "Wait how?"
Pussies say "Meow"

And I kinda wanna die
But I really don't wanna die no more
I just feel so conflicted with myself

And I know my life
Is worth a price
I just gotta find that within myself

Yeah I wanna live
But I feel so much pain
And I don't feel anything
Now I don't feel anything
Yeah I wanna live
But I feel so much pain
Now I don't feel anything
I don't feel anything



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Writer(s): Bryce Kirby
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