Alchemy

Hi I'm broken inside
This is what I've been trying to get off of my chest lately
However there's way more to it
And I don't know what it is
When I'm out of breath is it cause of your lips or
Is it my anxiety

My dad says I'm just dumb
Is this some kind of joke
How come I don't know my own feelings
Or how to let them show
I just don't

I wish I could feel the fullness
Of my emotions as they wash through my body
I wish could give myself the worth that I deserve
But I can't see through the real me
Just a very subtle alchemy
Could connect me with my own mentally
I wish a very subtle alchemy would try to fix the
Girl that it's not that cold just don't know what she is

In a empty heart
The loneliness is feared
Trapped in cage that only exists
Inside but no one really clarifies
How to get out and be mindful
So afraid of negligence we just turn off our emotions
And forget the reactivate
So numbness is our only way
I can't feel it's okay to be not okay

Sick of feeling hurt not knowing the cause
Sick of them promising to heal my scars
I can't open up you tell me to move on
I cannot but you think I just don't

I wish I could feel the fullness
Of my emotions as they wash through my body
I wish could give myself the worth that I deserve
But I can't see through the real me
Just a very subtle alchemy
Could connect me with my own mentally

I wish wouldn't come up as brusque when I'm really just hurt
Stop cutting off people that I love
I wish a very subtle alchemy would try to fix the
Girl that it's not that cold just don't know what she is



Credits
Writer(s): Ana Pinheiro Ribeiro Bessa
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