Hard Luck Cafe

I'm trying to think of a word for u.
One that encompasses every characteristic u possess & defines u.
I know sometimes u catch me staring & then I just smile at u.
It's because I'm studying u... exploring u.
Ur a masterpiece of a being... it's like I'm infatuated with u.
To be honest, I'm simply amazed at u.
I've never met anyone as pure as u.
Ur mind is so beautiful... I listen when speak BC I need to hear u.
I've never experienced anything as gentle as u.
There's a special calm about u...
Ur selfless capabilities far surpassed my initial perception of u.
U encouraged me to unmask my battered heart for u. ...made me feel like I mattered to u.
U strapped me in, held me tight, & made me want to take this joy ride with u.
U opened my eyes to things never hidden, just uncovered by u.
I replay reruns of our first conversations of me getting to know u.
And flashbacks of the moment when I knew I was falling for u.
My past was trying to keep up walls but couldn't compete with u.
I tried to run from u.
I was too afraid of ever getting close yet I was intrigued by u.
There was something that was different... something new... something fresh about u.
The days turn into weeks & weeks into months & before I could take a breath, I was going with u!
And now... now, I want to grow old with u.
I want to get mad, break up, just to get back together with u.
I need u to walk with me as I discover every crevice of this love thing with u.
Wanna know something cute?
I think I gotta a crush on u! I still get butterflies, my stomach turns, I get nervous every moment I'm about to see u.
I got the Jones for u!
The other day I needed directions to navigate out of my daydreams because I could stop following u.
I'm so interested in u.
I examine every detail of ur face... the way u smell... the sounds of ur voice... damn baby, I got it bad for u!
Nobody's ever held me like u do.
Our bodies melt together, our hearts become in sync & I become one with u.
My lips scream for u & my treasure fiends for u.
Ur the habit I can't break... the addiction I can't shake! Boy I am crazy about u!!
I need a Xanax to calm this nerve BC I get tingle that becomes a thump & my body... it aches for u.
I long for the moment when we connect... just let me lay with u.
And if none of this is making any sense its BC I'm insane over u.
My everyday thoughts have been invaded by u!
I need a straight jacket... put me in a padded room because I would lose my mind if I... if I no longer had u.
My world would become cold without u.
There would be no music without u.
Just the echoes in a hollow shell that used to house the heart that once beat for u.
I would be nothing without the scent of ur presence... i wouldn't be me without u.
Because u discovered this new me with a happiness that cannot exist without u.
So let me make this promise to u...
That everyday will be like the first day that I laid eyes on u.
And I won't let the hard times interfere with my big picture with u.
It's every color, every shape, & every texture of u.
I am indebted to the one who created u.
My love,
There are really no words that can fully describe u.
Just know that I'm down for u.
Ready to ride for u.
And if ever there comes the moment, I'm going to be ready to live this life with u.
I want to share God's greatest gifts with u!
And whenever u wonder how to make sense of my fascination with u.
Just look in the mirror and try to see what I see when I look at u.
BC I've never seen such a beautiful person with a matching heart.
One who came into my life & never asking me to rewind... but to just press START.
The one who loved my flaws before I even had the courage to do the same.
The who makes me smile every time he calls my name.
I could call u "perfect"...but everyone knows perfection doesn't exist.
So I will call u "Just Right" BC that's the only thing that fits.
...from the moment I knew I loved u, there was no other way I wanted to feel.
My doubt overcome by ur confidence assured me that what we share is real.
So for as long as ur willing to ride this thing, I'll ride... I'll hold on tight.
And if ever I'm asked the words to describe u again, I'll simply say ur "just right."