Malady of Mortality

Down into the abyss of my past
The ongoing drama that seems to last
Days that are spent and the nights that creep
Into my daydreams and into my sleep

The ongoing drama unfolds
I feel I am prolonging the inevitable end that will tell my story but will it ever be truly told

Down into the abyss of my past
The ongoing drama that seems to last
Days that are spent and the nights that creep
Into my daydreams and into my sleep

The ongoing drama seems to unfold as I feel
I am prolonging the inevitable end that will tell the story
But will it ever be truly told and the dark never ceasing it's hold

This will be the testament for the crimes and the schemes
And the dreams for the hate for those who have hurt me in my past
You were the last true reason
Stain on my skin

Down into the abyss of my hate
Now I know what decides my own fate
But this will nevertheless persist inside of my brain
Just to do it all again

Down into the abyss of my hate
Now I know what decides my own fate

Shattered lives
Broken dreams
Killing time
Your living lies

Down into the abyss of my hate
Now I know what decides my own fate

In the night I can still hear your screams that awaken me from my dreams
And what it would have been like if we hadn't of ever met but you claim
And you blame but you lie and I keep forgetting what you did
And all the hate you had shown me seems like our past is so black
And so distant no matter how hard I try I can never get it back

So ends this tragedy of the malady of mortality

Shattered lives
Broken dreams
Killing time
Your living lies