Alchemy

I've dreamt of returning to the womb
The spiders that reside made it resemble a tomb
The point of no return is a hundred miles back
What drags behind me is the trail of a broken heart attack

I can't stop moving forward
Even at a snail's pace
If I ever fall behind
I'll be consumed by my own hate

So below and as above
All the ones we loved
And the taste of blood, yeah
All our lives
Every tear we've cried
When the wind has died
Every one is a crime

I beg myself for a rest
I refuse my relief and I carry on again
I have no choice or the balance will break
Forever, on bloody stumps, I will crawl to satiate

I will not be forgiven
And so I must atone
Every mistake I have made
Every crime of passion commit alone

So below and as above
All the ones we loved
And the taste of blood, yeah
All our lives
Every tear we've cried
When the wind has died
Everyone is a crime

I suffer for what I've done
I suffer for what I've yet to do
I suffer because I must
I suffer to grow
I suffer to change
I suffer because I need to
I suffer for control
I suffer to survive
I suffer for what I've done
I suffer for what I've yet to do
I suffer because I must
I suffer to grow

So below and as above
All the ones we loved
And the taste of blood
All our lives
Every tear we've cried
When the wind has died
Everyone is a crime

I still look like me but I feel like you