In My Room

i'm on my own, a kind of realm, is it real or just a dream?
there's no door... or windows there,
just black and darkness around me

felt the fear, tried to scream, but there's no way out of here
my soul is dan... cing on my grave, i don't want to go crazy here

i strike a match to light a smoke, a shot of whisky down my throat
the days are long,
the nights turn cold, the clock is drifting on an on

it's more about an empty space, it's like a dagger in my heart
no chance for me to see the light, it's time to escape from there

(but) here in my room you cannot bring me down
here's where i built my very own playground
my mind is the place where i've found the
way to escape...
from all this pain that i feel
safe in my room no one can bring me down

another day of slow decay is taking over me today
i would escape from this dark jail,
(but) you know i'm lost over this space

'cause in my room, i found my way,
the only place where i feel safe.
so in the end, i think i'll stay, there is no other choice

my life is just passing me by, my heart is slowly dying
and sitting here so close to the
end, i've not so much time for regrets

i spent my time trapped under ice, my soul is loudly crying
but when i will finally see the light, everything will become clear