5:05am

It's been a minute since I been stuck in my mind
Feelings seem the same, I can't seem to find the time
Change is round the corner, but my visions going blind
I'm looking for directions, can you help me find divine

I've lost my way home, I'm at the payphone
But no ones picking up and I've been thinking of grave stones
Maybe I'd look better with two wings and a halo
I been sick of waking up to see all this hate, so

Imma keep running, while these feelings keep rushing
Someday you'll be happy, well I'd rather feel nothing
I look into the mirror and I can tell what I'm becoming
I tried to fight it off, but the fear keeps coming

What do you do when you've lost everything that you knew
And the dew from the rain is more blue than it's new
And the pain in your head keeps on whispering death
And you're lost in the rain with no rainbows that end

Got more demons that friends
Fall asleep to pretend
I'll just sleep till it ends
Cause the nightmares are better than this life I attend
I just can't comprehend why

Why does life choose the best to live the worst
I'm not perfect, but do I deserve to hurt
I give my all and I end up in the dirt
Scratching in my coffin, can hear me from the surface
Try to give me reasons why my life has purpose
Can you help me put the wires back into my broken circuits
I've etched too many lines all across my epidermis
My memories a fire burning inside of a furnace
It's when you need them most, that people go and desert us
I been looking for the answers and I'm getting sick of searching
There's this fire in my mind that just won't stop burning
Maybe if I end it all then that'll stop the hurting