Sister

I don't have good memories with you
Sometimes I suppress them
Sometimes they come through
It doesn't help when I'm trapped inside my head
I wouldn't say I'm empty without you here
Sometimes I enjoy it
Sometimes it's more clear
When you're not around
Cause when you yell that you didn't get your way
I just want to make you leave make you go away
So I might escape this dread
And every time you scream and yell at me
I want to make you see, make you believe
That it's all just inside your head

I don't wanna think about the way that you chose to disown me
There's so much anger left inside from the way you left things
You are my sister
My own flesh and blood
You were my sister
Now you're on your own

I've felt this way for so much longer
Than you could even imagine
I wish I could let it go
There's too many things I choose to hold onto
I wish I could implore you
But we've been down that road

I don't wanna think about the way that you chose to disown me
There's so much anger left inside from the way you left things
You are my sister
My own flesh and blood
You were my sister
Now you're on your own
You chose the path most traveled by
Those addicted to their pain
Go ahead and leave behind
Those who care and know your name
There's no sympathy for the dead
Only pain and treachery
I tried to show you that I care
But I've lost all empathy

I don't wanna think about the way that you chose to disown me
There's so much anger left inside from the way you left things
You are my sister
My own flesh and blood
You were my sister
Now you're on your own