Safer in The Dark/Hearts

Isn't it crazy how the same feelings
That could bring you closer to love and life
Could take you every single step away from fruition
It's easy to fight
Sometimes a challenge is what comes after victory
So who am I?
Why did God sing me into the mechanics of an unending rotation?
Where else could I possibly be?
This Warm and mild embrace
When my blanket becomes a shield, a bulletproof
When life aims a rifle at me, I keep hearing reload
But I hide my bravery behind the walls of my bones
Is it better to take a bullet or keep my head rested on my pillow?
The greatest soldiers are always applauded
And in this war, I know I have a role
But I've lost communication
My wound My flesh through a stove to heat
Is what I need through the cold
A dangerous condition
But when life breaks the core of my shield, my safety will I crumble?
Or rain a storm of bullets back on my oppressors?
My relationships
The reason hidden in the love of every friend, self-control, finances
Spirituality, career, and every other
Facet crying out from within a box
Will I reclaim my possession?
Or keep hiding in the dark
Who am I?
Why did God sing me into the mechanics of an unending rotation?
Where else could I possibly be?
But even though light is my desire
It's much safer in the dark