T.M.A.T.W.

I scream out into an empty room
There's no one to listen tho
No one's there to listen to
My hopeless scars and open wounds
There was once a trust in You
There was once a trust in Self
But I couldn't fathom or ask
For the cards that I was dealt
Free me from my body
I've been ripping at my skin
There is another side of something
I've ignored that poured within
I can't ignore it anymore
Now that my tears have turned to tears
And I refuse to be fuckin' scared
'Cause my change came unprepared
Now I'm as ready as I'll ever be
I don't care if you sever me
I'm just a piece of meat so
Slice and dice me to your liking please
I'm done with positivity
At least for now it's killing me
I'll get right back to that when
I accept my opportunity
To turn up
'Cause since my obsession turned up
I'm sayin' "turn down for what?"
Tossing, turning in my bed
It's practice for my grave, so burn up
Just a flame anyway, you don't know my name
You don't know anything about me if you don't know everything
So if I tell you something
It's no secret
I don't trust in you to keep it
You're no different
You're the same as me, right?
What's division?
Let me merge my yin and yang
So I can win this game of life
While I play hangman with myself
To see which side of me will die first
If I will myself to LIFE
Then I can will myself to LIVE
And if my voice is a little shrill
Then bitch, protect your fucking ears
Don't play this for your fucking kids
It must be clear that I've regressed
And if I'm just depressed then
Maybe I just need some deeper rest

THROW ME AT THE WALL
THROW ME AT THE WALL
THROW ME AT THE FUCKING WALL
THEN THROW ME DOWN THE HALL
Erase the memory once and for all
What's Love if it's conditional?
You all can
Stay the fuck away
From my mental unless its raw
Refinements only for the birds
I'm fine without censoring words
I'm lying if I'm not absurd
And I don't trust myself
Don't trust a word you heard, just
THROW ME AT THE WALL
THROW ME AT THE WALL
THROW ME AT THE FUCKING WALL
AND I'LL COME BACK WHEN
ALL MY PIECES ARE SECURED