Carmen Resistance

I have always felt like
I am not myself
I've tried to find someone
There were trophies on my shelf
To show the world that
I could be someone
To show the world that
I could still be someone

I tried to hide in plain sight
But they found me
She came and picked me up
She told me it's alright
I tried to hide in plain sight
But they found me
She came and picked me up
She told me it's alright
We'll listen to carmen resistance

I lost myself in music
I found myself in light
Let's cry until the incense burns out
Let's loose ourselves tonight
Yes I've changed so much
And it all might seem so strange
I promise it's all for the better
It's ok to change
It's ok to change

It all goes back to that
That night when i felt like
The world was falling down
The sky was falling down
It was a stab in the back
I got thrown back and forth

The next day I tried to run away
I came back crying
And I realized the world is a cold
And unfit place for me
Sometimes I wish to find myself in a different galaxy
We'll listen to carmen resistance

I lost myself in music
I found myself in light
Let's cry until the incense burns out
Let's loose ourselves tonight
Yes I've changed so much
And it all might seem so strange
I promise it's all for the better
It's ok to change
It's ok to change

I have always had music on
Because silence is so loud
Things happens when it's quiet
I fainted in the crowd
The silence is deafening
It picks at my soul
It etched its name in my heart
In leftover charcoal
There's so much I had to say
But I collapsed on the rug
I grabbed misery by the hand
And asked for a tighter hug

Carmen resistance
We'll listen to carmen resistance