Life (Freestyle)

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Uh, Growing up was a pain, my mother was my father
He was in and out of jail, to gain my trust he wouldn't bother
So I tried to help my mother, I grew up with my mother
She had me at 15 and our bond got stronger
I see men do her wrong, so I followed that path
And the way they treat me, would make a woman go mad
Good girl gone bad, left me trynna steal hearts
I'll smile in the day, and I'll play you in the dark
You gotta think smart, stick em quick, like playing darts
This world is on fire! Stop, drop, and roll to get out!
Man the way they did my cousin makes me wanna break out
Just to get free, I pray to God I get out!
When its time to see his face, until then I'll weep it out
I'm hurt and I will show it
I will spill it in the air until his name becomes a legend
Written in your dictionary
I'm mad and I'm just saying what is built inside of me
I'm telling my emotions, no hook for this beat
R.I.P Doc Jaffe, the realist of them all
My heart, my favorite cousin's life was taken in the dark
When I had no one to talk to he would sleep on the phone
To make sure I was ok, when these niggas did me wrong
They say to keep it classy, but this is some real shit
He was 19 years old and took a bullet from a bitch
A fake ass nigga who knew where his mama lived

It be like that sometimes when you have no one to trust
Cant believe this really happened, makes my soul feel crushed
You have to talk to God just to reach one of his angels
The good die young and the bad live like immortals
Sick to my stomach cuz I miss him so much
Really thought that I was dreaming
Pinched myself till I was bleeding
Stuck in reality like a lil skypp cd
I wish it was a dream, man I wish it was a dream

Was born your cousin, grew up and we became friends
Were so much alike, I fell in love with your best friend
I love you Doc! I know that you cant hear me
Imma keep reaching to you until you see me
Believe me, I miss you, I love you
The whole world's gonna know your name
With tats and shirts and imma rep you with this music thang
Cant get enough of writing comments on your facebook page
Tweet you alot, but responses never be the same
Got to move on! But forever I will feel the pain
Your with the lord, I'm stuck in Hell, so I gotta pray
Get on my knees until their scarred or until I'm stuck
They say don't dwell on the dead
But I don't give a fuck! My bad I'm sorry
I'm just saying whats inside of me
We grew apart and got close when we were 15
I took you everywhere, places you aint neva seen
Big houses up in Carmel, now you live with the King!

Dakarai, I feel so alone
When pictures, videos, and text, sent from your old phone
You were like my brother when my brother died
Now your up there with him and Aunt Cole
Tell Lou I said Hi, Hubba Bubba too, and our cousin Shawn
I love you all! But first I gotta get right with God
So I'll see you soon
Just look out for me
I promise to take care of our whole family
I love you!

Aye I just wanna say this, for all you families out there
Put on for your family, keep your heads up ya-mean
Uh, everybody's gotta story, everybody's going through something
So aye, keep your head up, keep grinding
Lets go! Doc!