Back on the Wall

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Its Young Za!
My back on the wall
My phone dead, so I can't even call
So many bumps and bruises damn, I done been through it all
Hold on hold on, I got demons to stall
(Like hold on, like hold on)

Hold on, i'm busy, I got demons to stall (hold on)
They ain't fighting fair, these lil niggas using they claws (Get off)
If my phone was on I wouldn't even know who to call (hello)
I called a iso against my demons so just gimme the ball (i'm open)

Never really talk about the shit I go through (shhh)
But I can show you (come on)
How you hate me, I don't know you? (The fuck?)
I would never hoe you

Wait what, how you hate me and I know you?
You know I never hoed you
This shit would work, if you gave the same love I showed you

Came back stronger, now I kinda feel like Goku
These drugs do shit for me, that talking 'bout it won't do
Whatchu' do when the ghosts from the past
Come back to haunt you, and start to taunt you?

I don't need no help, i'm independent
God forgive me, I been sinning, but now i'm limping
These demons on my back and they ain't giving up

I'm sorry God, please forgive me, whole time i'm rolling up
Hole where my heart used to be, i'm trynna close it up, aye

My back on the wall
My phone dead so I can't even call
So many bumps and bruises damn, I done been through it all
Hold on hold on, I got demons to stall

My back on the wall
My phone dead so I can't even call
So many bumps and bruises damn, I done been through it all
Hold on hold on, I got demons to stall

Aye, I sit back and get to thinkin'
Damn I feel like i'm lackin'
In a game with no practice
Demons on my back and they stackin', I'm feeling it crackin'

I'm tired of feeling alone and feeling helpless
I'ma do this all on my own, I couldn't help it
I saw my cousin cold felt like the only one who felt it (i'm the only one?)
I'ma smoke again ma, I'm sorry couldn't help it (i'm so sorry)

I got some dead homies I been going through the motions
Life been hard, a young nigga getting hopeless
Tighten up young nigga, you trippin, you gotta focus
If I feel like she playing games with me then i'm ghosting (bye bye)

She said I got a problem with never showing emotions(I know)
Yeah its kinda my thing, baby already knowing
If you thinking 'bout telling me go, i'm already going
Aye, My heart so cold, baby I think its snowing

Aye, my cup empty again, guess I'ma keep on pouring up
Its been feeling, like a nigga can't ever pour enough

My back on the wall
My phone dead so I can't even call
So many bumps and bruises damn, I done been through it all
Hold on hold on, I got demons to stall
(Like hold on, like hold on)

My back on the wall
My phone dead so I can't even call
So many bumps and bruises damn, I done been through it all
Hold on hold on, I got demons to stall
(Like hold on, aye, like hold on)

My back on the wall, i'm feeling claustrophobic
I know for a fact that I changed, I pray they didn't notice
Youngest outta all of my peers, why I feel like the oldest?
If we took the temperatures for 'em, I bet my soul the coldest

I just gotta be smoove, show no emotion, thats what my brother told me
Be you, don't let it change you, thats what my mother told me
Beat you, all that i'm thinking, i'm fearing no opponent
These voices, won't stop, betchu I keep smoking

Them bitches, won't stop, betchu they keep going
I already told the world, baby I've been broken
Aye woah, baby I've been broken
Its Young Za!