Addiction (feat. Ife Alaba)
Used to get bullied when I was a child
And I would just bottle and keep it inside
I did all the pills but somehow survived
Man honestly speaking there's God on my side
How many times in a week could I die
How many times did I try
Sway tell me you don't mean it
Man why the hell would I lie
See, I would pop pills just to get by
I was so low that I'd get high
2 blunts at the same time
Yeah I hate smoke but I feel fine
Heard things through the grapevine
But I press on till I make wine
If you throw shade then we outshine
You know good things really take time
Praying hard for these better days
Summer time sipping lemonade
I'm a prison-er to my mental state
You know bad is better when you feel insane
Y'all niggas make me feel a way
It's a struggle for me each and every day
But you'll never know me till you know my pain
Till you see my picture taken out it's frame
If you wanna die every single day
Suicide is just not the way
I know it's hypocritical for me to say
But I do believe there'll be better days
I go through it too and I feel your pain
I prefer to cry walking in the rain
They don't understand you, they don't feel the pain
But I'm here for you if you need a thing
Day to day I'm fighting off the demons in my head
In my head
Go around asking all these questions like they care
Like they care
Father can you hear me now
I've been going through this for a while
At the end of the day when the sun sets
Just know you're not aloooonnne, ooonnnne
Just know you're not aloooonnne, oooonnnne
Just know you're not alone
One time for the suicidal
Two times for the depressed
Three times cause I understand
Understand cause I'm still there
I hope you know that I got you
I understand what you've gone through
You've been trying to find your way
And I can't believe that I lost you
If you wanna die every single day
Suicide is just not the way
I know it's hypocritical for me to say
But I do believe there'll be better days
I go through it too and I feel your pain
I prefer to cry walking in the rain
They don't understand you, they don't feel the pain
But I'm here for you if you need a thing
Day to day I'm fighting off the demons in my head
In my head
Go around asking all these questions like they care
Like they care
Father can you hear me now
I've been going through this for a while
At the end of the day when the sun sets
Just know you're not aloooonnne, ooonnnne
Just know you're not aloooonnne, oooonnnne
And I would just bottle and keep it inside
I did all the pills but somehow survived
Man honestly speaking there's God on my side
How many times in a week could I die
How many times did I try
Sway tell me you don't mean it
Man why the hell would I lie
See, I would pop pills just to get by
I was so low that I'd get high
2 blunts at the same time
Yeah I hate smoke but I feel fine
Heard things through the grapevine
But I press on till I make wine
If you throw shade then we outshine
You know good things really take time
Praying hard for these better days
Summer time sipping lemonade
I'm a prison-er to my mental state
You know bad is better when you feel insane
Y'all niggas make me feel a way
It's a struggle for me each and every day
But you'll never know me till you know my pain
Till you see my picture taken out it's frame
If you wanna die every single day
Suicide is just not the way
I know it's hypocritical for me to say
But I do believe there'll be better days
I go through it too and I feel your pain
I prefer to cry walking in the rain
They don't understand you, they don't feel the pain
But I'm here for you if you need a thing
Day to day I'm fighting off the demons in my head
In my head
Go around asking all these questions like they care
Like they care
Father can you hear me now
I've been going through this for a while
At the end of the day when the sun sets
Just know you're not aloooonnne, ooonnnne
Just know you're not aloooonnne, oooonnnne
Just know you're not alone
One time for the suicidal
Two times for the depressed
Three times cause I understand
Understand cause I'm still there
I hope you know that I got you
I understand what you've gone through
You've been trying to find your way
And I can't believe that I lost you
If you wanna die every single day
Suicide is just not the way
I know it's hypocritical for me to say
But I do believe there'll be better days
I go through it too and I feel your pain
I prefer to cry walking in the rain
They don't understand you, they don't feel the pain
But I'm here for you if you need a thing
Day to day I'm fighting off the demons in my head
In my head
Go around asking all these questions like they care
Like they care
Father can you hear me now
I've been going through this for a while
At the end of the day when the sun sets
Just know you're not aloooonnne, ooonnnne
Just know you're not aloooonnne, oooonnnne
Credits
Writer(s): Farai Gwasira
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