Summer Serenade

Still on my way up
Need love to lift the day up
A lifetime climbing up to the next level
Acting like the devil
I revel in the work I've done
Don't really care about the souls that I've wronged
Wishing this life was as simple as this song
I'm sick of looking back to figure out where I went wrong
I'm never good
The rules of summer nights are never nice
The best laid plans of nice men are never right
I'm a just looser watching from this watchtower
Waiting for the right moment to finally lose her
It's the despair of my thoughts that I travel upon
I run like a rat in the sun until I'm gone

I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Get swallowed into the summer serenade

I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Get swallowed into the summer serenade

And I've been told that somehow I've got a place in this
Just wait don't fold, you'll see someday you'll have a taste of bliss
But I see clearly now it's all out and exposed
I'm going down like the water in the river flows
This words got stuck in my mind for a decade
Spinning round and round in my head like a sharp blade
You know they lie we're not equals in front of fate and luck
The higher the money the lower you'd expect to get fucked

I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Get swallowed into the summer serenade

I'll stay awake for my sake just another night
To hear the music of the rain and the string lights
Lose my aim and stop being a renegade
Get swallowed into the summer serenade

Even in my dreams you know I'm just lazy
Like a dog chasing cars I feel dizzy
There's no map I was set up to die in the blizzard
Drown by the sound of my fear no one to be heard
I'm expected to display my guts on the scene
I promise I won't cave oh i will make a scene
It's the despair of my thoughts that I show to the world
I'll stain them like blood on the floor before I'm gone