How I Feel

Fuck tipping your hat take it off
IG follow for me I hope of course
My gate keeper clearly been taking nights off
I might Judge a couple niggas who I am I to judge
Like the lord
I'm just dumping this bullets off
No remorse
I keep it coming
You playing both sides
Cross eye I cross eyes
Leave chalk lines
My lines don't cross mine
Trouble waters Don't want my Water dark like DuPont
I need to write a book like OJ
That shit might get me booked
But I'm pass that
I came from nothing
Use to dream about everything
Now I'm up and coming
And really living the dream
I mean it
I ain't no fucking liar
No jokes but I had to be Richard Pryor Not broke
The type of money that's busting out your pants seams
But I use credit I break bread by any means by any means

This is how I feel
I'm just being real
Hood Nigga out the land
Trying to make a mill
This is how I feel
I'm just being real
Hood Nigga out the land
Trying to make a mill

I wish had deal
I wish was taller
I wish baller
This how I feel this how I feel
You a do it too if you was in my shoe
But you can't walk in mine
You can't afford them
Balenciaga shoes
On top of living in hood
Military fucked me up
I got issues
Like the daily news
I swear it's always something new
Sometimes I feel like quitting
Then I think about the four I got to feed
Impossible to please everyone needs
The voices in my head my biggest enemies
Psyching me out before I even set fourth to handle things
Anxiety attacking me
ADHD
PTSD
I pop so many pills is this even really me
I pop so many pills is this even really me
I feel like I'm out my body watching it work without me
Paralysis

This is how I feel
I'm just being real
Hood Nigga out the land
Trying to make a mill
This is how I feel
I'm just being real
Hood Nigga out the land
Trying make a mill
This is how I feel
Hood Nigga out the land
Trying to make a mill
This is how feel
This is how i feel

This is how I feel