Overthinking

I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
I'm thinkin' how the haters wish I'm better off dead
I'm thinkin' how I used to be wrong in the head
I got all these thoughts that are trapped in my head
I'm sick of overthinking, you think I'm better off dead

I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed

Why do I overthink? (Overthink)
Poof, there's a blink
She's gone, I can focus
I poured out like, 5 songs, and she didn't even notice
Should I even show this to her?
I'm a poet, that can rhyme, that can sing
Got that bling over time, but it don't mean a thing
Try to change how I think (try to change how I think)
She told me that I won't make it (told me that I won't make it)
But you gave me the chance to diss you, and I will take it
Girl, you said you don't know what to say
Let's talk about last summer when you wanted to be my bae
Yeah
Remember in July? You wanted to get high
You went from loving me, to wishin' I would die

I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed
I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed

Yeah, I'm layin' in bed, I'm thinkin' 'bout the old me
Old me, thinking we would grow old, and you would hold me
Through the hard times, get me through the hard times
You said "We could trust each other", that's a whole lie!
Whole lie, screamin'
I must have been dreamin'
When you said I could trust you
I can trust everyone but you
You take me off the priv? It ain't a big deal
You disrespected my name, that's when it started to get real
You said I'll never make it, but who are you to judge me?
You can't ever judge me, when you'll never be above me
You'll never make it anywhere, my name's gonna be everywhere
I'm rappin' in arenas, and I'm gonna fill up every chair
Fans, I see, everywhere, walkin' down every stair
Gettin' so close, that they can see every hair
I'm lookin' up, in the air
Why are you in a chair?
Do I smell jealousy?
Or is regret in the air?

I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed
I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed

I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed
I'm sick of overthinking, getting stuck in my head
Tryin' for a girl, who don't care if I'm dead
You said you didn't mean it, but that is what you said
Feel like I'm below, but I'm layin' in bed