Only One

Please just tell me why you did it
Is there something that I'm missing?
Do I lack anything as a person?
Am I not useful anymore?

Maybe I go way too far sometimes
Is this even worth the peace of mind?
Are you even listening
Or am I talking to myself?
Is there something that I'm missing?

I know you've been talking your sleep
Names I could not recognise were on repeat
Did I ever see you
Or was I just too scared to try?
Is there something that I'm missing?

Am I just a photocopy?
Was I not your number one?
Did I come off as easy?
Was I just your second option?
Did you stay here just for fun?
Am I not the only one?

Baby, can you look me in the eyes (in the eyes)
And tell me this was not a game of lies? (Please don't play again)
'Cause now the voices keep me up at night (don't love you, no)
And I'm tired of putting up a fight (get up and go)
I'm never gonna find the answer, answer
These thoughts will always linger, linger

Baby, you know well all the things you do
Says less of me, and more of you
Baby, even though I hurt you too
I would never do the same to you
And now you're hiding in the shadow of your lies, lies, lies
You can't even look me in the eye, eye, eye

Am I just a photocopy?
Was I not your number one?
Did I come off as easy? (No, I didn't- no, I didn't know)
Was I just your second option?
Did you stay here just for fun?
Am I not the only one?

You know?
Maybe it is my fault
Maybe it is my fault for not listening
To what other people told me about you
But I hoped, and I prayed that you were different
Let me tell you
Your reputation precedes you
And despite that I still bit the bullet
I still took a bite off the apple
And look at where I am now