Where I Begin

That's where I begin to wash away my sins
I was going for something big but all I found was gin
And I felt so good with you, it's just not what I do
We're driving in the wrong direction
Right into the blue
Regretting what I said
I cannot take it back
And no matter what I'd say today
I know you'd still be mad

I am trying to break down your defense
With razor-blade-like eloquence
I'm making sure it's all on you
'Cause muted tongues don't argue
And I am just ashamed
As I'm waiting for the day
That I let somebody break my soul again

And maybe I'm just cold
Well if you say so
I guess you must be right
I never bothered and it shows
Remember if you call, how deep you'll really fall
And this time I won't be the one to catch you after all

Until I hear, until I hear
That it was all just insincere
I will always mend the scratches and the dents
Until I let somebody else break me again