Anxious
I been dealing with anxiety
I'm anxious every day
Don't you fucking lie to me I know I'm not the same
And I know I sound insane
There's a chemical imbalance and it's hidden in my brain
I don't know how to contain it
I'm learning how to tame it
Teach me how to change it
You look at me as happy but I'm really good at faking
I'm really good at faking it
My voice my only instrument
Allergic to myself I think I need a shot of insulin
Been feeling insignificant
Been feeling like a spec on planet Earth but we are infinite
Tell me what you want from me
I don't need no company
I've been all alone inside my head
Can someone let me free
I'm not afraid to live but I'm afraid to live my life in regret
Anxiety in my head
Preventing me from my best
I just need some good rest
Put my mic in my casket please
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my casket please
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my casket please
Put my mic in my casket
I don't wanna hit the blunt I might pass it
I'm not living in the present I been feeling absent
In another millisecond living in the past tense
I've been tryna get rid of all my bad habits
Got a lot questions but I never get to ask
Looking at my life like it ain't that bad
When the sun don't shine imma shine like that
When I don't feel fine imma find my path
If I kill my time it'll kill me back
Why is anxiety finding me
I try to hide but forget it's inside of me
Thoughts in mind always lie to me
I just want privacy
Can I be me
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I've been awake for a minute but go back to sleep when I dream
But what do I dream
Happiness all that I need
What is success if i never succeed
Holding my breath I don't know how to breath
This weight on my shoulders is weighing me down
I feel like there's no one around
I feel like nobody is feeling my sound
Lonely as ever but lonely is never
The time that I'm by myself
When I write a rhyme I write by myself
I been spending time alone by myself
And I don't need this
And I don't need that
I don't no negativity I got a lot of that
Gather all of my emotions then I put them on a track
And my book is never open got the cover on the back
Face down
When I'm on my death bed will I be proud
Way too many thoughts I could never keep count
There is not a better time than the time right now
Why am I wasting my energy
Why does my mind never wanna be friends with me
Why do I lie to the person that's next to me
Why do I try end up failing at everything
Guess I forgot I'm connected to everything
Why do I feel disconnected
I know my mind is a weapon but I still neglect it
I need divine intervention
Why is the cost of my happiness so damn expensive
Nine dollars an hour won't pay my expenses
I know I live in the physical
I been a physical mess
I've been inhaling the chemicals
I need a chemical bath
I need to get back on a spiritual path
I need to sit back and relax
I have what I need gotta keep it intact
I know
I been dealing with anxiety
I'm anxious every day
Don't you fucking lie to me I know I'm not the same
And I know I sound insane
There's a chemical imbalance and it's hidden in my brain
I don't know how to contain it
I'm learning how to tame it
Teach me how to change it
You look at me as happy but I'm really good at faking
Really good and faking
I said I'm really good at faking
I'm anxious every day
Don't you fucking lie to me I know I'm not the same
And I know I sound insane
There's a chemical imbalance and it's hidden in my brain
I don't know how to contain it
I'm learning how to tame it
Teach me how to change it
You look at me as happy but I'm really good at faking
I'm really good at faking it
My voice my only instrument
Allergic to myself I think I need a shot of insulin
Been feeling insignificant
Been feeling like a spec on planet Earth but we are infinite
Tell me what you want from me
I don't need no company
I've been all alone inside my head
Can someone let me free
I'm not afraid to live but I'm afraid to live my life in regret
Anxiety in my head
Preventing me from my best
I just need some good rest
Put my mic in my casket please
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my casket please
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my
Put my mic in my casket please
Put my mic in my casket
I don't wanna hit the blunt I might pass it
I'm not living in the present I been feeling absent
In another millisecond living in the past tense
I've been tryna get rid of all my bad habits
Got a lot questions but I never get to ask
Looking at my life like it ain't that bad
When the sun don't shine imma shine like that
When I don't feel fine imma find my path
If I kill my time it'll kill me back
Why is anxiety finding me
I try to hide but forget it's inside of me
Thoughts in mind always lie to me
I just want privacy
Can I be me
I wear my heart on my sleeve
I've been awake for a minute but go back to sleep when I dream
But what do I dream
Happiness all that I need
What is success if i never succeed
Holding my breath I don't know how to breath
This weight on my shoulders is weighing me down
I feel like there's no one around
I feel like nobody is feeling my sound
Lonely as ever but lonely is never
The time that I'm by myself
When I write a rhyme I write by myself
I been spending time alone by myself
And I don't need this
And I don't need that
I don't no negativity I got a lot of that
Gather all of my emotions then I put them on a track
And my book is never open got the cover on the back
Face down
When I'm on my death bed will I be proud
Way too many thoughts I could never keep count
There is not a better time than the time right now
Why am I wasting my energy
Why does my mind never wanna be friends with me
Why do I lie to the person that's next to me
Why do I try end up failing at everything
Guess I forgot I'm connected to everything
Why do I feel disconnected
I know my mind is a weapon but I still neglect it
I need divine intervention
Why is the cost of my happiness so damn expensive
Nine dollars an hour won't pay my expenses
I know I live in the physical
I been a physical mess
I've been inhaling the chemicals
I need a chemical bath
I need to get back on a spiritual path
I need to sit back and relax
I have what I need gotta keep it intact
I know
I been dealing with anxiety
I'm anxious every day
Don't you fucking lie to me I know I'm not the same
And I know I sound insane
There's a chemical imbalance and it's hidden in my brain
I don't know how to contain it
I'm learning how to tame it
Teach me how to change it
You look at me as happy but I'm really good at faking
Really good and faking
I said I'm really good at faking
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Writer(s): Devon Lee
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