Discovery

We're arguing again
This road feels too bumpy
You forgot about my boundaries again
Guess you're a little too clumsy

Told the mirror I was ugly
Two weeks in and you told me that you loved me
I was the honey to your bees
why was I surprised by the pain when you stung me
Why did I feel lucky, not a therapist here to treat your recovery
Pain cut deep, new cutlery
these wounds healed after my self discovery

Friends told me to duck g, I decided to give it a try like rugby
I knew it wouldn't work, but she seemed so down to earth
so I gave her the luxury
Initially she was great, thought she's out of my league
that's definitely my mistake
she'd pressure me with the cake, not the one you can bake,
effort turned to fatigue, and the honeymoon ended so suddenly

I would put her things above me
At her crib so much dropped grades, fail tests, didn't study,
Every day she would hug me
Like shark tank, I'm the one who wanted to keep her company
All she was is temptation,
I was trying to stay clean, no bubbly
Ghosted me, no hesitation
That ghost, thankfully I didn't let it corrupt me

Told the mirror I was ugly
Two weeks in and you told me that you loved me
I was the honey to your bees
Why was I surprised by the pain when you stung me
Why did I feel lucky, not a therapist here to treat your recovery
Pain cut deep, new cutlery
These wounds healed after my self discovery

Addicted to the drugs
Yeah they took you from me
Toying with my emotions
Intentions were clean
But flowers weren't enough
Thought you were the one
Baby I was wrong
Now I feel so lonely
Everytime we touched
Baby I would blush
Thought you were the one
Now I feel my heart bleed

Told the mirror I was ugly
Two weeks in and you told me that you loved me
I was the honey to your bees
Why was I surprised by the pain when you stung me
Why did I feel lucky, not a therapist here to treat your recovery
Pain cut deep, new cutlery
These wounds healed after my self discovery

And these wounds would heal
Heart was weighing heavy like I'm moving steel
Gave you what you wanted and your moody still
Always acting up, you deserve a movie deal
I'm not your dad, those are big shoes to fill
I wish I had someone I can truly feel
But now I glad, I'll take it as lesson learned
When I feel like myself, I know the beauty's real



Credits
Writer(s): Robert S. Kelly
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