Dolls

First I didn't understand
'Cause I had never thought of it
I'm not your idea for perfect
But I'll never be someone else

So take another look at yourself
Isn't it funny how I'm always too young?

I'm not one of them
Although you think I am
I'd rather be free than fall into the trap
That turned so many into dolls

I have to deal with all of it by myself
I don't need any of that false sense of help
I'd rather be sad than fall into the trap
That turned so many into dolls

Only one thing works for me
And no one can give it to me
Maybe it's too expensive
And you cannot find your marks

Tell me, does she know about this?
Isn't it funny how bad all of this sounds?

I'm not one of them
Although you think I am
I'd rather be free than fall into the trap
That turned so many into dolls

I have to deal with all of it by myself
I don't need any of that false sense of help
I'd rather be sad than fall into the trap
That turned so many into dolls

I know but I can't understand
I can't see through that hazy wall
But I don't want it, I can't be a doll
Only when it's real I can feel it all

In hope and misled, still can't be a doll
Even if I want, can't trust you at all
Pain will be there but I won't be a doll

I'm not one of them
Although you think I am
I'd rather be free than fall into the trap
That turned so many into dolls

I have to deal with all of it by myself
I don't need any of that false sense of help
I'm not sad enough to fall into the trap
That turned so many into dolls

When I leave
Will I just be another doll
Who lost her only face
See beyond the surface

When I leave
Will I just be another doll
Who lost her only face
See beyond the surface