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Oh, I hope some day I'll make it out of here
to leave you and my broken heart behind
Even if it takes a billion years
I don't get what's totally wrong with my mind

I can feel your silence here is killing me
And I can't say why I'm still sitting here
You showed me I'll never be a part of you
But don't you love me more than hate me?

And you told me now
that my dreams don't become true
and i'm starting to think
that this shouldn't be it
You started a fire in me
and all you did is watch me burn
and I am pretty sure
I don't deserve that

Fuck I don't get why I'm always trying to be a part of you
It's like i am addicted to your kicks in my back
Why the hell does my stupid brain forgive you
all the time and you just watched me burn, burn burn

I thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out
I thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out
But all I'm doing is staying now
all I'm doing is staying now

You said I shouldn't think about the past
but it's the present day that fucks me up that bad
I tried so hard, I had to fall
I tried to save us and I lose it all
I started to fight, I started to run
but only in circles, I'm already done

Not my crown that's broken
it's just me, It's just me, me me
Staying here feel like razor blades cutting into my heart
All the time, I'm unbreakable but broken,
Yes, I am a yes, but also a fucking nope.

It's so hard to realise that I am not that strong that I used to be
I am just a fool trapped into my broken heart
I break myself to make you
happy and you just watched me burn, burn, burn

I thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out
I thought I found a way
Thought I found a way out
But all I'm doing is staying now
all I'm doing is staying now
Help me!
Oh, safe me!
Pull me out!
Oh help me!
But all I'm doing is staying now
All I'm doing is staying now.