My Own Watch
Made it on my own watch
On my own terms
Everytime they tore me apart stitched my shit
Back together Everytime I got knocked down
Got back up
They said a lot about me had my own
Turn there back on me
She told me it was mine then fucked the same
Guy again when I saw you I felt something
Gave you my all there were times I had
Slurred my lines Never fell off the grid
Busters steady trynna knock you off
The spotlight alone or not I won't
Stop at the dead end can you feel
My pain it courses threw my veins
I guess it's true no pain no gain
Made it on my own watch
On my own terms
Everytime they tore me apart stitched my shit
Back together Everytime I got knocked down
Got back up
You broke me in two fuck that 3
Heard a lot of shit that hurt
They don't wanna pass me the torch they'd
Rather see me up on the porch where the
Hell is scott storch when you need him
I don't gotta say a lot
Imma let the music talk they said
A lot until I chalked up the Duce
My pain Is too great for you to handle go
Back to your side piece
Tried to dismantle me most people
Party on Friday nights I trap myself in
The basement my own body and mind
Is my enemy my girl done cheated on me
Not once twice 3 fuck that
life played me like a racket Ball
My emotions are dead opposition
Tried to shut me down cant break
Something that's already broken
Can't break something that's broken
Everyday another problem
Time to solve them
problems Involve me for some reason
Their ain't no explanation read these boys
The citation as a youngin I felt neglected
They told me I need to lose a few pounds
So I deflated now there looking at my gift
Like deflate them numbers Im just frustrated
I'm really just frustrated
Made it on my own watch on my own terms
Everytime they tore me apart stitched my
Shit back together
Everytime I got knocked down got back up
It feels like I've got nothing left to lose
The cycle of pain just keeps repeating
It's self I'm not no sweet bitchI was in the
Backseat when we took the fall
Made it from the back streets I'm use
To them trying to compete everything
It Just gets me mad had to dump that
Got pregnant and tried to say
It was mine wanted to play me
Like a dummy that shit was really
Scummy
I can't reverse
What happened HAPPENED I've let everyone
KNow I'm insecure time to change spots
I've grown use to being alone I hold
Myself ransom I deal with my issues
With violence I stay up all night screaming
Praying one day I find myself I've grown
Tired of pushing my loved ones away
They told me I changed it's hard to accept
It but I agree I'm just hurting Inside I done
Fucked up so many times it feels like
Even breathing is a crime I'm just
Over this shit
Questions objectives achievements
I have goals I want to reach I've reached
My breaking point my defenses won't
Be breached the pain inside is like
A swirling storm had a couple of
People I called friends when shit
Hit the fan they all packed up and left
The pain is coming out my chest
Messed up the little hope i had to
Stay motivated never got to meet
My grandad never got to live
My childhood should that make me
Bitter if I could I'd go back and
Try again to be a better man
But I ran like a coward ran till
There was nothing left the pills
Spilled all over the counter guess
I have to many prescriptions
Have a addiction on speaking
On things I probably shouldn't be
Speaking on I just want some answers
On my own terms
Everytime they tore me apart stitched my shit
Back together Everytime I got knocked down
Got back up
They said a lot about me had my own
Turn there back on me
She told me it was mine then fucked the same
Guy again when I saw you I felt something
Gave you my all there were times I had
Slurred my lines Never fell off the grid
Busters steady trynna knock you off
The spotlight alone or not I won't
Stop at the dead end can you feel
My pain it courses threw my veins
I guess it's true no pain no gain
Made it on my own watch
On my own terms
Everytime they tore me apart stitched my shit
Back together Everytime I got knocked down
Got back up
You broke me in two fuck that 3
Heard a lot of shit that hurt
They don't wanna pass me the torch they'd
Rather see me up on the porch where the
Hell is scott storch when you need him
I don't gotta say a lot
Imma let the music talk they said
A lot until I chalked up the Duce
My pain Is too great for you to handle go
Back to your side piece
Tried to dismantle me most people
Party on Friday nights I trap myself in
The basement my own body and mind
Is my enemy my girl done cheated on me
Not once twice 3 fuck that
life played me like a racket Ball
My emotions are dead opposition
Tried to shut me down cant break
Something that's already broken
Can't break something that's broken
Everyday another problem
Time to solve them
problems Involve me for some reason
Their ain't no explanation read these boys
The citation as a youngin I felt neglected
They told me I need to lose a few pounds
So I deflated now there looking at my gift
Like deflate them numbers Im just frustrated
I'm really just frustrated
Made it on my own watch on my own terms
Everytime they tore me apart stitched my
Shit back together
Everytime I got knocked down got back up
It feels like I've got nothing left to lose
The cycle of pain just keeps repeating
It's self I'm not no sweet bitchI was in the
Backseat when we took the fall
Made it from the back streets I'm use
To them trying to compete everything
It Just gets me mad had to dump that
Got pregnant and tried to say
It was mine wanted to play me
Like a dummy that shit was really
Scummy
I can't reverse
What happened HAPPENED I've let everyone
KNow I'm insecure time to change spots
I've grown use to being alone I hold
Myself ransom I deal with my issues
With violence I stay up all night screaming
Praying one day I find myself I've grown
Tired of pushing my loved ones away
They told me I changed it's hard to accept
It but I agree I'm just hurting Inside I done
Fucked up so many times it feels like
Even breathing is a crime I'm just
Over this shit
Questions objectives achievements
I have goals I want to reach I've reached
My breaking point my defenses won't
Be breached the pain inside is like
A swirling storm had a couple of
People I called friends when shit
Hit the fan they all packed up and left
The pain is coming out my chest
Messed up the little hope i had to
Stay motivated never got to meet
My grandad never got to live
My childhood should that make me
Bitter if I could I'd go back and
Try again to be a better man
But I ran like a coward ran till
There was nothing left the pills
Spilled all over the counter guess
I have to many prescriptions
Have a addiction on speaking
On things I probably shouldn't be
Speaking on I just want some answers
Credits
Writer(s): Arafat Akhmadovich Khasratov
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