Starvation

This time, in life, I'll meet my peace
Take a look at the reflection I cease
And desist to exist in this world of hate
Scroll through miles
Drag myself though the day's haze

Thoughts feed starvation so the grounds I'll seed
And hope life grows, to fulfill my needs
Watch it wither away
Watch the seasons change day by day
Until there's nothing left

Shout out!
The worst of the world I seek
Slashing, burning, everything in my reach

You motherfuckers on my case must face
The harsh reality, what was meant to be, suddenly,
Slipped from my grip
Watched myself trip over and over
Now I'm stumbling

Scavenging through the waste of time
As I try to find where I went wrong
As I cross my heart, I close my eyes
And hope to die before the sun

Things may change, and I must face
That my time of mourning has begun
So I step out, into the abyss
To seek asylum from what I have become

Can't seem to change on the day to day
What I feel inside, a slow decay

Step out, to the cold of the world
It's reality I seek
Slashing, burning, anything in my reach
In this life that is so bleak

Hard times, no time, line after line
Thoughts controlling and I'm falling behind
Caught up in a new state of mind
Gotta keep on my feet
Keep running, no sleep