Memories

(Yeah)
So many memories
That's haunting me
But I can not control
What goes on in me
Shits bottled deep
Pain torturing my soul
And I just need your help
Bae do me well
Can you fill up this hole
'Cause I do not love my self
I go through hell
Been struggling too long, yeah

I been locked inside
I'm shackled in chains
Think I'm losing my mind
Too much in brain
I can't break through
It just drives me insane
Got me screaming inside
I'm drowning in pain (yeah)

Oh, I been so angry
I'm so tired of this feelin'
On edge and I'm breaking
Oh, I was so willing to love you to hate me (yeah)
No I just don't get it
Why you choose to break me

Fuck feelin' this love if this shit is just causing damage
Why couldn't you love me the same
I don't understand it
I'm so tired of feelin' this pain
I can't manage to find some happiness
Gotta change
Take advantage, yeah

Oh, I'll take advantage
Leaving this pain behind me
Shits too manic
Got too many bad memories
Let 'em vanish
These thoughts they just drive me insane
I can't stand it

So many memories
That's haunting me
But I can not control
What goes on in me
Shits bottled deep
Pain torturing my soul
And I just need your help
Bae do me well
Can you fill up this hole
'Cause I do not love my self
I go through hell
Been struggling too long, yeah

(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Got so many memories
Thinkin' 'bout the bad times
Get so caught up on my thoughts
I think I'm 'bout to lose my mind
Memories be playin' in my head like a lullaby
In the dark all alone
Sometimes a **** wanna cry at night
Thinkin' who the fuck really with me
My demons out to get me
Can't get caught up in my feelings
Thinkin' who the fuck really with me
My demons out to get me
Can't get caught up in my feelings

I just need a shoulder for the lean on
Separate the real from the fake
Get my scheme on
Just waiting for the day to put my team on
Just might rob a ****
Yeah, that Glock
Put a beam on
Got a **** lucid dreamin'
Steady fightin' all these demons
(Got a **** lucid dreamin')
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Steady fightin' all these demons)

So many memories
That's haunting me
But I can not control
What goes on in me
Shits bottled deep
Pain torturing my soul
And I just need your help
Bae do me well
Can you fill up this hole
'Cause I do not love my self
I go through hell
Been struggling too long, yeah



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Writer(s): Kendarius Swain
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