In a Ditch

just because i shouldn't take it personally doesn't mean that i won't
Even with the best of love i'm lying on my face, muddy legs, in a ditch
I can't sing right
I'm not the right size
I'm not that fun
I've got mush for a mind

You've got other people and a life laid out for you. i'm not coming with
Who cut each other loose? i know i'm better off. still i cried in the car
I can't sing right
My face is unkind
You were my fun
You were on my mind

Dazzling billboards on the drive home
I visit your town but not for you
I almost mention it to my friends
It's not important

Little things go wrong and i collect them in my shirt for later
Wanna dampen my own face and miss you violently
None of that's real
Or worth my time
But haven't you heard?
I love to lose my mind

How many times can i start over?
The nervous grins eat at my guts
Staring at the table for an hour
I should just leave my jacket on

How many times can i end it?
My heavy breaths hang in the air
Poured out, gathering between the blankets
This never happened
This never happened



Credits
Writer(s): Katy Ohsiek
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