Forgiveness (feat. Jade Winter White & Sondria Writes)

I am in awe of flowers
Not because of their color
But because even though
They have dirt in their roots
They still grow, They Still Bloom

I've been pick on, hit on, spit on
Broken down abuse mentally
I was a broken child
No ones hearing me
Big black angry
Everyone fearing me
The invisible boy
I was young & helpless
I was numb & reckless
Ate self hate for breakfast
Momma choose men over me
That was beating her
I must be the worse
I must be a curse
Blessing to merciful
Didn't take it personal
Mother i forgive you
My pain made me versatile
My movement forward and vertical
Every hurdle had a purpose
Self love is surgical
The devil he will never win
I put his brains on a wall
Make it look like peppermint
My good news is the dirty truth
The seeds i planted gave me sturdy roots

Momma I forgive You
Know your is a victim
Just Like Me
Now you got some issues
Pick your poison
Now you gotta
Now you gotta
Now you gotta leave

Mr majestic, mountain mova
Sir manifest, majin Buddah
My energy is hallelujah
I am Supa
My love Is a shotgun gun
Size of barracuda
Shells of inspiration all through y'all
I maneuver, like 80 orca through bermuda
Don't ask who's us
We are Pilar's
Watch us build up
Venues fill up
Money pile up
Generations on the come up
I tell them Fuck Fear
Catch its fade
Give you love
Give you rage
Shine your light
Give you game
Show your heart, show your pain
Show the dark and how you overcame
I have family that attack my vision
Like thanos henchman
Doing what I love is not bad decision
Tomorrow not promise and not giving
I'm out here really truly livin'

Momma I forgive You
Know your is a victim
Just Like Me
Now you got some issues
Pick your poison
Now you gotta
Now you gotta
Now you gotta leave