So Long

At times I wish that I
Wish I never found you
I know I need to let it go
All the time that I
I wasted around you
You took for granted now you know

Naïve or gullible maybe it's both
Stories of love was all that was wrote
Walking on shells, a slippery slope
Wasn't too careful the shells that were broke
Stupid and dumb, you tell me I'm both
Maybe I'm dumb for telling you no
Maybe I'm dumb for telling you no
Stupid and dumb, you tell me I'm both
Maybe I'm dumb for telling you no
When you tried to leave and I told you don't go
That was the time that I should have let go
Now I don't even know
I don't even know how you did it
Were you putting on a show?
You played with my heart then quit it
I waited so long, but you never took flight
You never showed me that you wanted to fight
Your future was planned without me in your life
You could have just told me that would have been nice
You drove me so crazy I still get upset
You knew me too well, man you knew me the best
A part of my past, so I put it to rest
Even my therapist said it's the best

Ughh, alright whatever
So I'm speaking my mind, I gave you my all
You played with my heart, then answered my call
You told me the lies, I have to applaud
Believing that you would catch me when I fall
I don't even know now
How to feel about the whole situation
Were you putting on a show now?
All because you weren't brave enough to face it
You told me you loved me, admit that you didn't
You told me you loved me, you know that you didn't
You told me you loved me, okay then forget it
Then let's talk about why you never committed
I pick up the pieces that you left for me
I cannot believe that you made me believe
You would forever be happy with me
Man I'm so glad that I kept my receipt
You barely told me you loved me after fights
You barely texted me good morning, goodnight
You could have just told me to exit your life
It would have been better than wasting my time
I text you I call you with never an answer
Why is that no surprise to me?
Your stupid excuses you never could answer
Exerting too much energy

Life keeps going and life keeps moving
With everything said, I gotta keep moving
It's tough when you feel stuck
When you have a lot to say, but not enough day
You just want to break it off to make it okay
You know it's bad when every sentence you end with is 'k'

Had my reservations
But I never understood
Why I had this feeling
I was caught up in my feelings
But now I understand
I know the reasons why
When you told me everything, everything you ever told me was a lie
I care for, no, no
I love you, no, no
I need you, no, no
I want you, no, no
I love you, no, no
You know that, no, no
I want you, no, no
You know that, no, no (I need you)
It took a lot of strength for me to move on (you had me thinking)
You had me thinking it was all my fault (it took a lot of)
You made it easier for me to break it off (it took so long)
I just hate that I waited for so long (it took so long)

I care for, no, no
I love you, no, no
I need you, no, no
I want you, no, no
I love you, no, no
You know that, no, no
I want you, no, no
You know that, no, no
I need you