Nomad

Yeah
I'm just a nomad who don't have just one path I'm on
Life goes fast with no traffic, been in my zone
A nomad with some baggage I drag alone
My past keeps me trapped 'cause it's all I know
Nomad who don't have just one path I'm on
Life goes fast with no traffic, been in my zone
A nomad with some baggage I drag alone
My past keeps me trapped 'cause it's all I know

I built walls so high to build up distance
They're made of glass so when you pass
You can still see my image
My resistance to intimacy makes me seem so rigid
Been dependent on self preserving since I was an infant
Never intended to keep secrets from lovers and friends
Wandering hands stole my innocence when I was a kid
Crave affection, but feel lesser than
Now I'm better than I ever been
Refuse to let that abuse make me obtuse or socially impotent
I been wanderin', wanderin'
Squanderin' while I'm conquerin' and ponderin'
My pessimistic shadow eclipsed my optimist
Keepin' my soul caged up, so(u)litary confinement
For my highness

A nomad who don't have just one path I'm on
Life goes fast with no traffic, been in my zone
A nomad with some baggage I drag alone
My past keeps me trapped 'cause it's all I know
Nomad who don't have just one path I'm on
Life goes fast with no traffic, been in my zone
A nomad with some baggage I drag alone
My past keeps me trapped 'cause it's all I know

My subconscious is too self-conscious
Feel obnoxious and narcissistic if I'm being honest
Am I a prophet that's just locked inside my own logic
These boxes that the world presents as options feel so toxic
I know my loves get mad when I push and pull back
I just needed some slack
Anxiety's a drag, leave you in a body bag
From a slow burn heart attack, made for the masses
Puttin' masks on our past, actin' bad red flags clash
Search for highs not worth the crash
From first to last in a flash
Flashbacks ravage kids trapped in adult packages
Chemical reactions turn lashes to ashes
Still I rise from the madness
Turn guilt into action
Pain into black magic
Heartbreak into passion
In a godly fashion, yeah

I been wanderin', wanderin'
Honoring that I'm my father's kin with all his sin
Inherited what's within and I let it sit
You hold my hand knowin' love is the medicine
The medicine, medicine
Love is the medicine if you let it in
You gotta let it in
Let it in



Credits
Writer(s): Lakeeyscia Griffin
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