Doubt, Fear, Neglect

Running after time
The time I don't have
Chasing my tail, facing the wall
The one that I've built over time

Adding tasks and expectations to the list
Making it so impossible to reach the top

Still, I find myself trying so hard to climb it
The collapse and the guilt
The sense of failure
For not reaching it

Constantly preoccupied
Planning all the moments to come
I forgot how to live in the moment

How to enjoy the now
Lost in my days and out of breath

Yet, I feel worthless
When I allow myself to rest

Going through the motions
Buried within layers of indifference

All I see is in monochrome
Everything feels like a chore

This beast of my own making that I despise
I'm empty

Reflecting on the past
I want
I want to bring back the drive



Credits
Writer(s): Mélanie Mongeon
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