Pardon You For Disrupting

It may seem like to you
I got it all together but that ain't the truth
I've been through all the weathers I'm weather proof
Some fallen trees and a severed root
I just have more than one root
And like you I have more than one truth
I get depressed but I press through
More or less I guess I just get through
My melancholy is a cess pool
My wife and daughter my staff they oughta
Just arrested speech arrested development guilty your honor
I'm all inside my mind so I'm just a constant mourner
I feel like a foreigner baby what are you wanting

Pardon you for disrupting
My melancholy my woe is me so I lust thing
My I've been hurt by them so I don't trust thing
So pardon you for disrupting my melancholy sometimes its truly folly but
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting

I never said this
But I got a problem in my head miss
Got a mental illness
I have emotional stress
There's many things I wont admit
Not just to you but to my clique
I realize I need some help
And I just cant relieve myself
And I don't got the money for therapy
Only money enough for us to eat
And I'm sunny enough to please the child in me
Cuz I don't wanna lose custody
And its not just the deep sin in me
My sinful nature or the enemy
There's something deeper more substantive
That when I was a kid was crushing me
So now I love in the company of indecision and insecurity
Juxtapose that with moral purity if you're questioning my maturity
I drop jewels but I've been dropped too so maybe I'm just some damaged jewelry
So baby maybe you should not be so sure of me please

Pardon you for disrupting
My melancholy my woe is me so I lust thing
My I've been hurt by them so I dont trust thing
So pardon you for disrupting my melancholy sometimes its truly folly but
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting

Maybe I am what I planned to be
Turning fans into my family
Like the morning after with no plan B
But that ain't what I meant by pampeing
My preparations near insanity
Like I'm indoors with a canopy
Demanding me to be the man in me
And not just what I need a brand to see
I am still trying to justify the pain I seen in my sons eyes
The day daddy said quote I tried
That was 6 years ago time flies and I'm still adjusting to my whys
Am I there yet don't ask my wife
Me and her got a special deal and you don't need to know my price

Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting
Baby I am just adjusting