Broken Will

I need your advice
Someone on my shoulder like you

I know what I want
But you know what I want more than I do

My demons are tuning out
They don't believe the suns' around
My body's aching all the time
I drink myself to the ground
Yeah, I got strings to hold me down
My body's working overtime

It feels so good hanging on to you
Take and wear my favorite noose
Don't recognize the world I'm in
Every day I'm sick of feeling

He's missing out on good times
Barely ever scrapes by, but
Still alive, yeah you're, still alive
Laying low in your bed
Busy and bored to death, but
Still alive, yea you're, still alive somehow

I promise I'll be good,
Cross my heart and hope to die a fool

Trying to get help
They say "it's never gonna help unless I really want it to."

My demons are pissed off now
I need something to calm me down
Another dose and I'll be fine
They say these prescription pills
Can resurrect my broken will
Just twice a day, I'll be alright

I feel so sick hanging on to you
Give anything to cut you loose
Already know the state I'm in
Every day I'm sick of feeling

He's missing out on good times
Barely ever scrapes by, but
Still alive, yeah you're, still alive
Laying low in your bed
Busy and bored to death, but
Still alive, yea you're, still alive
Taking shit from your "friends"
It's funny 'til it isn't
You're still alive, yea you're, still alive for now
A thousand folds

He's missing out on good times
Barely ever scrapes by, but
Still alive, yeah you're, still alive
Laying low in your bed
Busy and bored to death, but
Still alive, yea you're, still alive
Losing all of your "friends"
It's funny 'til it isn't
You're still alive, fucking, still alive for now