take me back to 2016

This city is a prison. I don't wanna make a life here
Life happens wherever you are, whether you make it or not

All this pain
All this pain
Was it just in vain
Just in vain
One day I hope this'll all be worth it
Or I gained nothing from the days I felt worthless
All my emotions, I put em in my verses
Worked a whole year, but nobody fucking heard this
I got all these issues, but I'm the main problem
Lookin in the mirror, like I'm the one who caused em
All this pain has just left me hollow
Found my way up, just to find rock bottom
Only time I feel at peace is when the blunt's lit
Yeah I feel alright when I can't feel shit
I owe my mom, but I still cop weed
I know my family looks down on me
Crying out for help, but no one cares
Watch me fuck my life, and they all just stare
Someone, please get me out of my head
I'm not safe when I'm alone in there
All this anxiety eats me alive
Wish I could, but I just can't thrive
2 A.M. and now I can't breath
But it's too late I don't wanna die

I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah, I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate

I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate
I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate

I get so high that I can't breathe
Can't get a job if they drug test me
Haven't been sober since I turned 18
Smoking all these blunts, I hope that it kills me
Yeah I can't relate, bitch I'm geeked on a weekday
Three blunts deep, and I'm speeding down the freeway
Miss the old days posted out by the Speedway
Wish I could go back and just start off with a clean slate

Sometimes, life is like this dark tunnel
You can't always see the light at the end of the tunnel
But if you just keep moving, you will come to a better place

This is as far as you go