Vulnerable

I don't need nobody
I swear I got myself
In the end, who's there for me
I can't count on no one else
The truth is I am afraid
I don't have no one to blame
In the end, it's all on me
I can't always hide the pain

Scared to live, I'm scared to try.
Constantly tripping over myself, I wonder why.
I wonder if everything good for me is a disguise
Picture perfect but the truth is that it's all a lie
Need to swallow my pride
I can't honestly just live for myself
Admitting my fault is the hardest when you're on a shelf
Lost and forgotten are my problems which I've never dealt
Hot now they're rotten within the flames of my mental hell

Stuck in my mind
I lose sometimes
I get away
I never stay

Stuck in my mind
I lose sometimes
I get away
I never stay

I'm stuck thinking about the risks
Hoping is a mistake
Never wanna wish
Contemplating which take
I wanna go with my life
My promises outta sight
Cause happiness ain't my type
When everything goes down I want to know it
The cost of bringing pain to the surface, being open
You know I'm the type to keep it below
No need to change cause I know the domino effect can't deliver take my baggage to-go.

Trust issues setting in because of past relationships
I'm overthinking situations drowning in my sunken ships
I gotta be the main support, to my issues I ignore
He making sure that he the raft that'll sail them all to the shore
But what about you?
Me, what about?
Shouldn't you count?
What's the use? I've been good for all my life, I've been so amused
Laughter everywhere that I turn, see happiness is insued
In lieu of all the vacancy as a kid, I have been through

But see, the way I grew up? yeah that cycle remains
And see I'm told if it ain't making sense I guess I should change
But my insecurities tell me that myself is to blame
For all the mistakes made in my life trying to hide all my pain

Yet I remain,
I should wear my heart on my sleeve
But those who buy the art, end up so goddamn hurt when I leave
I'm budding from underneath and it's time to switch up the scene
Hopefully they can see, the art of growing comes from the seed

Stuck in my mind
I lose sometimes
I get away
I never stay

Stuck in my mind
I lose sometimes
I get away
I never stay



Credits
Writer(s): Caleb Wyatt
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