Balance

Look, I just wanna' speak real shit through this mic yahurd'
But God made me so getting famous is light work
Whichever way the road takes me I'll be grateful
Because I got this far without even needing a label
I wish other cats could say the same, but they stay the same
So lame, still making music to entertain
The only difference is, I inspire my listeners to change
Muhfucka' it's a different ball game
My ex wasn't meant for me and best believe I meant that
She wasn't feeling empathy, well homie I'm an empath
I sensed that but I was too, blinded by love to see the true
Colors shining like the diamond in rough
But all these lessons were blessings to me, like an obsession to me
Cause I'm addicted to improvement, oh most definitely
So all she did in the end was turn a boy into a man
It's all apart of gods plan, yeah I'm trying my best, but

There's always something holding me back
Holding me back, again and again
When I try to pinpoint that, flaw that I have
It all leads back to my sins
I swear to god I've seen the deep end
And had to fight just to keep me from sinking
But even though, I've been broken
I'm gonna' stay floating cause there's
Balance, balance, balance in my life there's
Balance, balance, balance between wrong and right there's
Balance, balance, balance in my life there's
Balance, balance, balance between wrong and right, yeah

I said I'm trying my best, to keep breathing
On the inside, I'm screaming cause I'm running from these demons
That's, just what I call em, in actuality they just problems that I ain't got around to solving
Yet, but it don't help that all my goals are playing hard to get
Cause and effect of being lazy dawg what you expect
But like I said, I been trying for real
Before this spiritual journey had me searching I was dying to feel
Now I feel better than I ever did off them pills
And fuck the lettuce I'd rather get my messages signed and sealed
I said it, and fuck the world if y'all don't give me my credit
Cause I already served my purpose, give the boy some reassurance hoe
No, I ain't perfect but I'm better than ever before
This meditative learning has remended my ethereal soul
To how it used to be when I was yea-high, I thank god
That even though I'm not quite where I want to be I'm still alive, yeah

There's always something holding me back
Holding me back, again and again
When I try to pinpoint that, flaw that I have
It all leads back to my sins
I swear to god I've seen the deep end
And had to fight just to keep me from sinking
But even though, I've been broken
I'm gonna' stay floating cause there's
Balance, balance, balance in my life there's
Balance, balance, balance between wrong and right there's
Balance, balance, balance in my life there's
Balance, balance, balance between wrong and right, yeah