midnight shifts

I
Think it's time to disappear
Friends left in midnight shifts
And I tried to make things bright
But it didn't work out this time
So I'm staying inside for life
Will it get better if I get some sleep
(No)
Perpetual anger suffocating me
And when I complain I come off as lame
So I undo the tracks for all their trains
Whatever it takes to make them stay
Even if it means their early graves
She asked, "do you like your mind?"
I said, "do you see what makes me smile
When my best friend cries
Cause she just can't lie that she's still in love
Yeah, that's my style"
On the beach with all my Ghosts
I don't care, they already know the show
The act break, then when I bleed my lines
Will someone just claw out my mind
Claw out my mind

Don't like the quiet moments so far
I'm waiting for the paint to dry to seal my eyes
And fake the scars
And I never talk to you so I'm never asked, "are you ok?"
And you can't match my loneliness, I'm losing it
So let me fade
So let me fade

Hurried nights and blurry eyes
On tarmac strips and subway lines
Back then our Sun Killing was on repeat
Light Eaters never get to sleep
I asked, "do you like my brain?"
She said, "maybe with a little change
You're obsessed with success
So everyone left and didn't bother to check if you turned out ok
You attach and hold onto the deepest things
Cause you like the way they make you think
But maybe you and me should get to sleep
Spend time breaking into each other's dreams"

Don't like the quiet moments so far
I'm waiting for the paint to dry to seal my eyes
And fake the scars
And I never talk to you so I'm never asked, "are you ok?"
And you can't match my loneliness, I'm losing it
So let me fade
So let me fade

So let me fade
So let me fade
So let me fade
So let me fade