Survivours Guilt

My brother's the one in the ICU
I was so focused on beating you
But at a point I forgot you were my brother
Same color, and came out the metaphorical gutter
Haters made us tougher
And they still hated when we did the numbers
We didn't care, cause we got each other's backs
But without ur back, I could feel the impact
My homie is dead and I don't know how to act
Isolation's a bitch, lemme tell u that
Like I said before I don't know how to cope
Sitting down, thinking how I lost all of my hope
Revolving, but he'll never come and go
Lord, I need help, what should I do and where should I go
The ball's in your park now, so where u gon throw
I don't know so it's on u now to lead me lord

Reflecting complicated past
My brother dying can't sit here and laugh
Oh Lord please have mercy
We thought we were really worthy
Hoping for a full recovery
You know we are from dirt and poverty
Food and shelter now ain't a scarcity
Family all gone no one can understand me
One of the only brothers I got
All pain and struggle that we fought
Now looking right at the top
Wondering was it worth it was it not
Popping drugs to ease all the pain
My life has no sunshine only got the rain
I want something to ease all the pain
Please let me see my brother again



Credits
Writer(s): Vijay Medapati
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