Seasons

And they change like the seasons
I don't know the reason
Why you switch up on me like it was fucking treason
Why my heart gotta stay so goddamn freezin
Prolly like the teacher said I'mma fuckin heathin

I'm in cage and I'm batting demons
I'm might rage and tear your ass to pieces
But I'll stay the same and imma keep pleasing
Prolly cause I'm blessed and I ain't been sneezing
Never have idols cause they always leaving
And I'm applying pressure like an artesian
Every beat I get I up on I been eating
I'm just tryna make y'all listen when I am speaking
Cause I'm my heart I know I'm the greatest y'all ever heard
But my mind tell myself that I'm just a nerd
Writing poetry to you but never spoke in word
Say you ain't a sheep but movin with the herd
Need a real job this shit won't ever work
Need to get your money right and go to church
Need to get your credit fixed and don't go Beserk
Need to get up off my dick before I'm shooting like it's dirk
You really need to get practical this life shit ain't magical
When yo bills is actual your thoughts become so radical
Life is not so casual that's why most wanna blow national
Time is passable why I'm always looking at it tactical

Woke up and felt so empty inside
Prolly nothing left in me to thrive
My kidneys have died been drinking so much they put a keggy inside
And I'm ready to ride I feel like I'm never go die

And they change like the seasons
I don't know the reason
Why you switch up on me like it was fucking treason
Why my heart gotta stay so goddamn freezin
Prolly like the teacher said I'mma fuckin heathin

I watched my dad go from the greatest fuckin man
To a mother fucker that I can't even stand
Drugs will wear you out fast like a rotor on the fan
Leave you washed up like starfish laying in the sand
I just blew a couple grand
Having a smoke and a drink up on command
Life change in and out like the members in a band
Life's a betting game but some got a shitty hand
It's really a war and you lose a few battles
You can win every battle but still be in shackles
Its why i go with the flow like I'm ridin with paddles
But then again ain't we all just moving like cattle
Like seasons seasons why you always change
Every fuckin birthday wishin that you came
Waiting on a phone call that never ever rang then I get older I'm doing the same thing
Seasons seasons never know the reason
Give a fuck about the treason
Bitch I'm goin Liam Neison
Instead of a daughter I'm searching for my meaning
Tryna get a dolla I'm really fucking scheming



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Writer(s): Jacob Newton
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